It’s so ironic, before I went overseas I told myself I want to join and try out something new, something different from co. But now all I want is to have it all back again.
This was something I wasn’t prepared for and didn’t realise would happen when I went overseas - leaving the co world behind. Somewhere I was always one foot in, at one point one and a half feet in, but never fully in, but over the course of the past one and a half years (minus the brief interval during GECO concert), I’ve distanced myself from that world so much.
GECO was amazing yesterday, not perfect musically but watching them at Esplanade just gave me so many emotions. If I were at SCH I may have gotten a whole lot emotional though. And on many levels I really wish I performed with them, but I made the choice that I had to study and couldn’t afford to go for pracs everyday, which is true, sigh. Though I did everything but study.
But it did make me realise one thing, which I just happened to be pondering about the day before - I am definitely joining OOTH. I even feel tempted to join the co, as bad as the standard may be, just to play co songs again. Ah, we’ll see how it goes.
One thing’s for sure though - I’m not ready to leave it all behind, at all.
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